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Aimster
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0 posted 2003-12-10 10:08 AM


this ache inside continues to grow
it has no release, nowhere to go
never can I catch a break it seems
the pain continues on endlessly

people keep getting hurt, and nothing I can do
just watching it all crumble, tearing my heart in two
I pray every night for a better tomorrow
still though, am consumed with all this sorrow

why? i don't understand for the life of me
why can't my heart be set free?
now I'm worried about my Dad, because of last night
he's having chest pains, how I love that man with all my might

I'd cry, but what's the use, just a waste of tears
Still left here I am with the same fears
Finally, I'm speaking up and saying what I feel
Maybe that's good I don't know, just makes it more real

This heart can't take anymore, the pain just goes on and on
I feel it in my heart, my soul, my mind, that something is very wrong
I hear the whispers from the heaven, sending down a message to me
I can't understand what is being said though, but the signs I do see

So Mom if you are up there, please send me some of your angel grace
I need to feel a moment of calm and peace, if only a trace
God, if you are listening, as I know that you are
Your children down here need help, please before it's too late, and I become just a falling star


"love is like a butterfly--
if you chase it,
it will surely fly away,instead
hold it close and watch it grow into
something beautiful"
~me~

[This message has been edited by Aimster (12-10-2003 10:17 AM).]

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Seymour Tabin
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1 posted 2003-12-10 10:16 AM


Aimster
You wil never be a falling star and we all love you.

Earth Angel
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2 posted 2003-12-10 10:18 AM


Amy, I hope that your father is having a doctor check out those chest pains that he is having. I can imagine how frightening that must be for you.

You have been going through so many  upheavals in your life and your emotional reserve is being tapped out.

Draw strength from your angel Mom. She is by your side. You are not alone. Listen to her with your heart.

Sending prayers up for you for a "better tomorrow",

Loving, healing, comforting hugs,
EA

Aimster
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3 posted 2003-12-10 10:19 AM


thank you very much sy.
i needed to hear that today
and thanks for the hug.
take care.
amy

"love is like a butterfly--
if you chase it,
it will surely fly away,instead
hold it close and watch it grow into
something beautiful"
~me~

passing shadows
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4 posted 2003-12-10 12:57 PM


how many times I have talked to my mom up there about things down here...

this touches me Amy...very deeply

Enchantress
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5 posted 2003-12-10 01:06 PM


I feel the same as Dixie, Amy.
My sister and I often talk to our Mom up there..
and ya know what?  She can hear every word.
Heart hugs to you sweet friend.

~ Let peace begin with me...   

Aimster
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6 posted 2003-12-10 01:27 PM


thank you all for your love and support.
it  means more to me than you know.
happy holidays and best wishes,
amy

"love is like a butterfly--
if you chase it,
it will surely fly away,instead
hold it close and watch it grow into
something beautiful"
~me~

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7 posted 2003-12-10 01:30 PM


Amy, you could never be a falling star, because we're all here to catch you.

~sky

Dreams last for so long, even after you're gone...
~Jewel

LeeJ
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8 posted 2003-12-10 02:05 PM


fear not what you do not understand or have answers for...as they will come, in His time.  I write with all due respect....sometimes people believe that are not significantly purposeful unless they have something to worry about...and worry can drive you blind, sick, weak...I know this 1st hand, as my mom and neighbor are like that..a friend once told me, those with the truest of faith allows, in His own time.  Allow and worship this very moment...fear not the morrow, for all will come to pass as it should be, with great purpose...if we could look past the negative and view the beauty.  

I hope in some small way, these words speak and give you some peace

Be well and God bless your entire family.

Love and hugs
Lee J.


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