Not What He Expected..... - pipTalk Forums

How to Join	Member's Area	Private Library	Search	Sanctuary		Login
Main Forums	Discussion	Tech Talk	Mature Content	Archives	A home without a wall, Our haven without ends, A circle we all call Our Family of Friends!

Kitty**
Member

since 1999-07-27

Posts 428
Charlottesville,VA USA

0 posted 2001-10-21 08:50 PM

Not What He Expected

I'm not what he expected at all.
I'm much, too loyal and true.
He wanted someone, who wouldn't care,
about him, the way that I do.

He wanted someone to be with,
without caring, about a tomorrow.
Taking advantage of time, with no
regrets, no worries or sorrow.

I'm not what he expected at all.
He didn't think, I would cross loves line.
I wonder if he has, any regrets about me,
not being what he thought he would find?

He wanted his life left untouched,
and someone to fill up his time.
Someone to be with, a some time love,
Someone that could be left behind.

No, I'm not what he wanted at all.
And I'm sorry, if I've been his mistake.
I wish I could be all that he wanted,
For no reason, other then for his sake!

My love was denied others, for some reason.
Why my heart chose him, I can't say.
I know I'm not what he expected but...
I have no regrets that it turned out this way.

If you can't make it so,
you need to let it go!

Mistletoe Angel

Member Empyrean

since 2000-12-17

Posts 32816
Portland, Oregon

1 posted 2001-10-21 08:58 PM

(big hugggsssss) Oh Kitty, this is so so sad and I pray that he finds what his heart expects, just as you do. (sad sigh) This is so so sad but also I know you did the right thing, and your love and compassion shines through every word! (sigh) You have such a beautiful heart, sweet kitty, thank you for sharing!

May love and light always shine upon you!

Love,
Noah Eaton

Nightshade

Member Patricius

since 2001-08-31

Posts 13962
just out of reach

2 posted 2001-10-21 09:04 PM

Kitty - I liked this alot. Well done. Chris

Life is not measured by breaths you take, but by moments that take your breath away.

Tracey
Member Elite

since 2001-08-29

Posts 2808
where insanity meets breeding

3 posted 2001-10-21 09:09 PM

This is so nicely done, I'm glad you have no regrets. I wish you well

If she who dies with the most toys wins, then can I have some toy boys please?

nakdthoughts
Member Laureate

since 2000-10-29

Posts 19200
Between the Lines

4 posted 2001-10-21 09:38 PM

hmmmmm...I can feel for some of this although, if not what he expected and only wanting a temporary..I think I may make some changes...an interesting write.

~Wynter

"The worst prison would be a closed heart".
...Pope John Paul II

Midnitesun

Member Empyrean

since 2001-05-18

Posts 28647
Gaia

5 posted 2001-10-21 09:47 PM

And what do you expect or want? There are so many people who want a longterm meaningful relationship, I say why bother with the short termers? But I found myself in a similar spot once before, and he probably doesn't even remember my name.

[This message has been edited by Midnitesun (edited 10-21-2001).]

SmartChick
Member Rara Avis

since 2001-09-23

Posts 7081
On A Journey To The Unknown

6 posted 2001-10-21 10:08 PM

Very good! I know exactly how you feel.

LngJhnAg
Member Elite

since 1999-07-23

Posts 3508
Boot+Kitty=Poetry in motion

7 posted 2001-10-22 07:30 AM

With a name like yours, how could I stay away? This is a very sweet poem. I promise I won't kick ya, regardless of what everybody else says about me.

	⇧ top of page ⇧
All times are ET (US). All dates are in Year-Month-Day format.