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lilibeelee
Member

since 2001-07-12

Posts 143

0 posted 2001-08-29 02:24 AM

Im getting sick of this sadness
Im getting sick of this madness

Im going insane
not much more of me reamins

Each time I say im not worth it
my soul and heart takes a hit

I say what am i doing why does this continue
I just want to start of a life,all brand new

Hurting my self to relive the pain
I cant do this this is insane

Noone knows this pain as well as me
noone knows or cares to see
Noone understands this its how it will be

Descusting myself with my own reflection
I dont even know where ive begun

begun hating who iam and the soul i see
hating this body, why is this me

Hatred and sorrow
there is no tomorow

let this end all please
noone else sees

this pain that puts me where iam

this sickness needs to end
sick of every turn and bend

sick of deciding sick of tomorow
sick of it all sick of the sorow

geting to that breaking point there is no turn around

I become numb to my feelings, no feelings to be found

The end is straight ahead, no where to look but there

my heart is already broken,now its starting to tare

blur is all it becomes nothing once again
It all doesnt matter in the end

keoni
Senior Member

since 2000-10-16

Posts 850
Up in the mountains in the NFC

1 posted 2001-08-29 09:57 AM

This is a good poem. I can totally relate. I hope everything gets better. Nice job on the poem
Jon

"Your anger is a gift"-Rage Against The Machine
"Only God can judge me" Tupac Shakur

TopGunLauren
Senior Member

since 2000-08-02

Posts 718
California

2 posted 2001-08-29 03:45 PM

I can really relate to this poem and I love it.Keep up the awsome work.
Lauren

Poet Unknown
Member

since 2001-08-14

Posts 140
Missouri

3 posted 2001-08-29 03:54 PM

i think a lot more ppl than ya think can relate to that, great job on expressing your thoughts and feelings though keep it up

Eternal agony, invisions of carnage, needles stabbing you in the eye, this is what its like when doves cry

Spice
Senior Member

since 2001-04-13

Posts 1266
Resting in my cardboard box.

4 posted 2001-09-01 03:15 PM

"I just want to start of a life,all brand new"
Awesome job here. You expressed yoruself SO well!

You wouldn't worry about what people thought about you if you knew how seldom they did.

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