I feel like crying and screaming out a sound.
But no one wants to hear it or see it.
I htought the person i loved would stay with forever.
But when i gave him my body and soul he shut the door.
I keep knocking on it to have him let me come back in.
I keep saying to myself, what i did was wrong.
   And my love for him was way too strong.
After i gave him what was priceless to me, he acted like what we did was, we did it, now he's done with me.
People tell me that what was happening now is what i deserve.
  My heart is broken and tears run down inside.
I cant tlak to to anyone about it cuz all their ears are turned.
He dont talk to me cuz he got what he wanted so were done.
Im stuck here with the the thoughts and feelings of that night.
   He told me he cared and he loved me.
I dont understand what i did that was so wrong.
Maybe it was because my love was too strong.
We were engaged but, then told me it was before that day.
I dont think that i would ever beable to find someone like him.
   Or maybe its because all i want is him.
He might find another love but, is it going to be the same?
Will he ever say the love words to me again?
I wish and dream about it, but in the real world i dont think it will ever be the same.
All i want is my future with him.
But in this world im living in seems like its just in sane.

renee

[This message has been edited by sad brown eyes (edited 12-17-2001).]