I was getting happier and not feeling so down.
I swore i would never let my gueard down.
But it happened again, in so many ways as one.
I want to go away and not be with anyone.
I tried everything but maybe not one.
Dieing i feel is the only way to solve the problem.
I tried over dosing and cutting but i still cant seemtowin.
I dont know what to do.
I dont even know what i did.
I learned frommy lastmistake and and not deeply lovesomeone.
But then it hurt me cuz he fell forsomeone else.
Maybe i wasnt secure or was too scared.
I was scared to get hurt but no matter what i didi fell.
My heart was broken again and my mind dont want to live.
What can i do?
Idont even know what i did.
Maybe im just not suppost tolive.
I pray to god every niight to take my life. I dont want to feel likethis.
Why do i have to live?
I thought i wasover this, i really did.
My mind cant take it and i dont want tomake it.
Im scared to tell cuz of howpeopledont know