"CrossRoads"

I've come to a point in my life
Where nothing adds as up as it should
No longer can I pretend all is okay
It wouldn't work even if I could

Things haven't been right in my life
For a very long time
If I don't take the time to find out what's wrong
I will surely lose my mind

Depression isn't the problem
Though I am certainly not happy
I just feel lost as if in a snow storm
Blind and unable to see

None of the pieces fit any longer
It's time to locate me again
I need to take a break
And start my life again

Somewhere being a couple
I lost the the essence of me
No longer can love hide the truth
Doesn't matter if it's meant to be

If it's meant to be than it will
But I've learned you can not rush love
I need some new found strength
As I turn to the Lord above

CrossRoads is where I'm at
And I'm not sure of the way to go
I just need a time out
That's the only thing I know

So a deprieve I am taking
Away from this Passions family of mine
Going to take care of myself
I believe it's past time

Stress can tear up your life
As I am beginning to learn
The pain from not dealing
Continues to burn

I promise that I will return
A new soul and spirit I hope to discover
My heart feels broken and tired
Something that I need to recover

I've nowhere left to turn
No more putting things on shelf
CrossRoads is where I am
It's time to rediscover myself

Take care all of you. I will return back to here when I can. Till then God bless you all.
Love,
Amy