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JOY 14 Senior Member
since 1999-09-22
Posts 1419Wisconsin USA |
I see all these people and I see all that they have done with thier lives and how accoplished they are I look at me and all I see is how I am not good enough all I see is a dagar before me and plagirism always played from my lips Liquid envy that comes out through what I think in my head, is respect.... but really I'm not sure Trying to get through adolecence Trying not to succum to human traits Can you guess, maybe, jelously? Clinging on, pretending that it will be a breeze, the rest of high school If I just study hard.. If I just be more friendly If I ignore, and choose when to hear and when not to hear the screams of others the screams of myself Knowing the responces I will her from every therapist this side of the rock in the middle of my head, "This isn't easy for anyone... Growing up is difficult. I understand what you are going through" Well, I've heard all that before That's not what I need to hear Maybe I don't want to hear anything No responce to my constant ramblings Just a blank wall to reflect back to me my problems and angsts so I can repeat the cycle and hope I'll grow up soon and look back and laugh and laugh.... [This message has been edited by JOY 14 (edited 07-28-2000).] |
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catalinamoon
since 2000-06-03
Posts 9543The Shores of Alone |
Joy, it's complicated isn't it, this life? And I won't say those platitudes, although some of them may be true.All you can do is keep on keeping on, and write, writing is a rare and beautiful part of life. I wish I had not ignored it for so many years. Take care. Catalinamoon |
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Hardrock Senior Member
since 2000-02-14
Posts 948New Hampshire, USA |
JOY..Tough, isn't it? What Cat said is true...you just gotta keep on keeping on. The only way I survived was to set a goal...one single goal: To graduate High School. Then each time I was faced with something, I asked myself, "Will this help or hurt me in reaching that goal?" It helped to keep me focused....and I knew a specific date when it would happen, if I didn't let anything get in my way. Might work for you...might not. And..don't stop writing. We'll be here to read it. Hardrock |
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Deborah1 Senior Member
since 2000-06-22
Posts 653New Hampshire |
How difficult it truly is, and I wish I had different words of wisdom to share that maybe you haven't already heard..but do keep setting those goals, and I agree keep writing, don't give up, we all care here at DP...Look forward to more of your poems, I really do!! The fragrance always stays in the hand that gives the rose...--Hada Bejar |
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Lynne Dale Member
since 2000-07-18
Posts 114Melbourne Victoria |
Joy. I only have small comfort for you. The Bible says all things came to pass. It did not say they came to stay.Be well Take good care of you. Kethry Kethry. When dark of night steals your soul. Think of me and be made whole. |
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