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~"Memories that break my heart"~
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~"Memories that break my heart"~ |
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amber Member
since 1999-06-15
Posts 240los banos, ca, 
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“Your memories that break my heart” < !signature-->You keep them around, for memories you say, As she smiles in my face, So many tears she has caused to fall, To ever deserve that place. Everytime I see them, I am taken back to when, Everynight I spent with you brought guilt, Every kiss a blinded sin. When I was so in love with you, And you kissed her tenderly, Looking past her confused eyes, To stare into the heart of me. When I was your little secret, That you claimed to love so dearly, Then whisked away to say you love her, Remember where that left me. Alone in the dark, With guilt in my soul, A shameful glance, Because you made me whole. Nights on end waiting for you, To take away this pain, But everyday my hopes would fall, Reminded you loved her again. I still see that kiss in her eyes, The look of triumph her face, Even though she doesn’t stand before me, She takes me back to that place. To every tear that fell that day, And continued throughout the night, You want me to feel that all again? Each and every night. These memories you need, Were the first to kill my soul? Taunting me with your love, I believed that I would never know. But now it’s here before me, And we have changed since now and then, You say put the past behind us, But you force me to relive it again and again. I know that you don’t love her, And never will again, So why must you remind me? That I let you hurt me so much then? Do you want me to remember you? As the person who broke my heart, That loved me too much yet not enough, To let me fall apart. That came around just to make sure, You would still have me to turn to, To know now that I was so nieve, An absent-minded fool. Is that what you want my love, Those memories to make you happy? Because I try so hard to give you everything, Love always and forever, your baby. Only after trying so hard to let go, did i realize how much i wanted to hold you forever> Amber and Ellis forever and always [This message has been edited by amber (edited 01-22-2000).] |
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Denise
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Member Seraphic
since 1999-08-22
Posts 22648 |
This is so sad, Amber.  Denise |
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Songbird Member Elite
since 1999-12-15
Posts 2184Missouri |
Beautifully written, but sad, hope author knows she deserves better than warmed over relationship. |
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SEA 
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Member Seraphic
since 2000-01-18
Posts 22676with you |
Oh sweetie, no guy is worth that kind of giving from your heart while he gives you nothing but false hopes and games. Sure doesn't seem like it in the moment, it hurts so bad. Hold your head high and move on! -SEA  |
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Anne Member
since 1999-12-31
Posts 78 |
"...loved me too much, yet not enough..." That is so beautiful, and so sad! Your heart is too beautiful to be broken, dear! |
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devina Member Elite
since 1999-10-28
Posts 3539Cali |
OK,sis, now I'm going to his house...shall I woop him for you??? I know your sentimental, but for you to be hurt now, it's understandable. Sometimes guys never realize that some dumb thing they do hurts so much. Sit him down and talk to him and if that doesn't...THEN I'll woop him!!! Love ya sis!! Open arms can be the most fragile in the world... |
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tori Senior Member
since 1999-06-18
Posts 520Mechanicsville, Maryland, USA |
I think this is so sad..... and if you need any help devina I'm right behind you!! |
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amber Member
since 1999-06-15
Posts 240los banos, ca, |
thank you all so much for your comments i appreciate the emotions that you show for me. And to my sister thanks so much, but no thanks1 you know me better than that, but you also know, his mind is the most confusing I have ever seen and maybe at times that intrigues me. But despite every thing that has hurt me he loves me now nad i know that, its just getting through the confusion of seeing eye to eye. Thanks! |
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amber Member
since 1999-06-15
Posts 240los banos, ca, |
signature--> Only after trying so hard to let go, did i realize how much i wanted to hold you forever> Amber and Ellis forever and always [This message has been edited by amber (edited 01-22-2000).] |
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hoot_owl_rn Member Patricius
since 1999-07-05
Posts 10750Glen Hope, PA USA |
how ver sad |
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