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blueyz75 Member
since 1999-12-28
Posts 138IL |
DIVINE LOVE A life to live, choices to make. So many paths unbeaten and untried. The possiblilities are endless. To walk down the beaten path, or just to start anew. Many things to discover, to experience. The choice made is one I cannot understand. To choose not to live. To stop the journey before it even began. To bring pain to those you love. Was your pain that great? Did you feel like you were already dead? Did you think no one else cared how you felt? There is always one. One who would move the heavens for you. If you would of had that one would you have chosen to live? Your life was worth living. It would of been worth your time to walk down a different path. It may not of led where you wanted it to but it may of been better. You had a life to live, choices to make. My wish for you is that you are shining. Shining brighter and flying higher then the brightest star. I hope you find peace and joy in your new home, surrounded by divine love. May 5, 1995 by Kelly Maria Kosa Dedicated to a friend, gone but never could he be forgotten. I love the male body, it's better designed than the male mind.---Andrea Newman |
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sandgrain Member Elite
since 1999-09-21
Posts 3662Sycamore, IL, USA |
Sadly, that friend probably couldn't see there was even one other path available. This set me thinking how we should tell everyone close who's troubled, that they can be helped to find new paths. |
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blueyz75 Member
since 1999-12-28
Posts 138IL |
At the time, I don't know what would of helped, if anything. Also, reading your reply gave me chills. Your start date on this board as a member, was his birthday. He was born on Dec. 12 and I was Dec.31. We were real close in age but I was a year ahead of him. He killed himself right before graduation. Not to be sad though, I know where he rests and that he is well, up there forever watching over me and anyone else who may need him. Kelly I love the male body, it's better designed than the male mind.---Andrea Newman |
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WhtDove Member Rara Avis
since 1999-07-22
Posts 9245Illinois |
Kelly, this really hits home tonight! As one of our own has tried the very same thing, but not succeeded. Very profound words that really hit my heart right now! Amazes me to think how God's timing is, that this very piece would show up now. Thanks Kelly! God Bless you!  <*\\\>< Where there is faith, there is love. Where there is love, there is peace. Where there is peace, there is GOD. Where there is GOD, there is no need. Hallmark |
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blueyz75 Member
since 1999-12-28
Posts 138IL |
Well, unfortunatly my friend did and for a lot of silly reasons. Situations that could have been handled better all along caused him to feel hopeless. I will never understand his choice. I have to deal with it even if it makes me mad at him most of the time (I still care a great deal for him). Kelly I love the male body, it's better designed than the male mind.---Andrea Newman |
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Michael
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Member Rara Avis
since 1999-08-13
Posts 7666California |
Beautiful poem, Kelly. I have a friend who gave up their own life, also. I can realte to all the confusion, pain and grief this causes. My prayers are with you and your friend this night. Michael |
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blueyz75 Member
since 1999-12-28
Posts 138IL |
It does get less painful but you never stop missing them. I catch myself wondering ever so often what he's doing or what he's up to, then I remember. Kelly I love the male body, it's better designed than the male mind.---Andrea Newman |
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Sally S. Senior Member
since 1999-06-07
Posts 847Ohio |
Very heartfealt and meaningful, Kelly. It is so sad how some do not realize how prescious life is and that nothing can be so bad as to take one's own life. ~sigh~ My heart goes out to ya! |
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Denise
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Member Seraphic
since 1999-08-22
Posts 22648 |
You have my sympathies, Kelly. Very sad situation.  Denise |
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blueyz75 Member
since 1999-12-28
Posts 138IL |
The whole situation was a mess. Especially when you started to find out the hows, wheres, and supposed whys. I so wish he hadn't succeeded! Kelly I love the male body, it's better designed than the male mind.---Andrea Newman |
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