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Mabel A. Dilley
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since 2001-03-17
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Seattle, WA, USA

0 posted 2001-05-12 05:17 PM


(I learn to pray, part II)

Perhaps I should have left you there,
old as cupboards barren without food,
certainly not enough to serve
a proper Shabbat meal.

The sun comes up again
for another day to begin
as I found you, and suddenly
something I felt stood quiet
and confused…in my heart.

Living in a world that has no end
I see how the stars bend
and the moon continues to rise
and set just as the sun.

Your face tells a story
compelled am I to listen,
what fate is this?
The constant noise

I purge. They came with guns
and unsmiling faces
herding you off with fists
and shovels onto trains.

Cramped and suffocating
grasping air through small slits
the landscape disappearing
but not nearly fast enough
to escape the cries of that fear.

One by one led into a room and stripped
like cattle naked, choking and coughing
until the they were all done
silent in their suffering.

I reached into my duffel bag
rummaging inside for objects
packed without clear thought
but in a burst of emotion: two
slender candles, two small brass
holders and a pack of matches.

In silence you set the candles
upon a stone wall, lighting one candle
then the other. I lifted my hands
over the two small flames
and in a clear resonant tone
I began the prayer of so many ages.

'Blessed are You, Lord our G-d,
King of the universe,
who has granted us life, sustained us
and enabled us to reach this occasion'

When I was finished, I looked about
the old woman, all the people who encircled her -
those from history gone to flame. Every face
held a radiance I knew must also be reflected
on my own. And it was good.




"I am not now that which I have been."

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Joyce Johnson
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1 posted 2001-05-12 05:47 PM


This is a poem with much meaning, which some of us cannot understand, but the mere mention of the holocaust brings shame to all of us who lived at the time and knew nothing of it.  Joyce
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2 posted 2001-05-12 06:27 PM


The world can never really atone for the Holocaust, no matter how many prayers we say. What a blot on history and on mankind.
I have known a few survivors and their stories are so heart-breaking, one can hardly bear to listen. It is good that poems like yours keep it fresh in our memory.

Betty Lou Hebert

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3 posted 2001-05-13 11:43 AM


Too young to have been through it, but old enough to listen to the terrible suffering of those who did go through it.

And the remarkable faith of some who turned to God and endured what came their way, and made it! They over came it with their prayers and endurance and faith.

God bless you! You've told a heart rending story here.

Marge Tindal
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4 posted 2001-05-13 01:48 PM


Julian~
So touching ... may we never forget the after-glow of those faces.
~*Marge*~

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Mabel A. Dilley
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since 2001-03-17
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Seattle, WA, USA
5 posted 2001-05-13 02:24 PM


Thank you. This poem is one of several I wrote during my trip to Israel. I learned much from the people even the ones with guns and other weaponry. Jerusalem is an amizing city and sacred ground to so many.

"I am not now that which I have been."

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