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Moonlight Member
since 1999-06-25
Posts 105Auburn, Alabama USA |
I realized too late that what had happened is not at all what I want. So, I sit here wondering why I did it- what made me want to be used like that? What made me do it even though I knew I was being toyed with. For the first few hours after he left, I felt special. I felt so popular, so well-liked, so wanted and needed. I know deep down that I am only fooling myself. Perhaps more so than he fooled me. Funny how he should suddenly remember dinner at a cousin's house. Funny how dinner time was only 30 minutes from after I'd just given him what he wanted. And to think he'd just come over to say "hello" after being out of town for so long. And out of my life for a month. Funny how I barely know him anyways. So why did I do it? Was it for the fleeting time that I felt special? Do I pretend to have a lover? Or maybe I fantasize of being someone's object of sexual desire. But in the moment it seems so right. Reason is lost with his charm and touch. And when he kisses me so passionatley is it me he wants so badly? Or the sex? I can answer that question. But I answered it too late. [i apologize for spelling errors, its too late] ------------------ www.auburn.edu/~fergum1 ~*Only when it is dark enough can you see the stars*~ |
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wayoutwalt Member Elite
since 1999-06-22
Posts 4870TEXAS (it's all big) |
i'd give you advice but yuh tiz too late o woe moon i sorry bout men |
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DreamEvil Member Elite
since 1999-06-22
Posts 2396 |
Welcome to Passions in Prose!  I'm glad that you decided to post this. healing begins with sharing your pain, we can help to shelter you here if you will let us. ------------------ Shall I indulge in flights of fancy hampered by clipped wings? DreamEvil© |
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