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Star Fairy
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since 1999-08-11
Posts 39
cerritos, ca, usa

0 posted 1999-08-31 02:20 AM



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It was to last forever, but only in my mind it will last that long
and so I had to let go, and sing another sad love song
But even that took too much strength
and there's nobody to reach for in arm's length
So I live for myself, because I'm too scared to care again
Because everytime I start to care, I hurt again
So maybe I was destined to be by myself forever
Because everytime I've tried, I've failed every endeavor
It's sad to say I'm completely done with love
Because I'm young, and they say I've just begun
But I don't believe I'm strong enough to go through this again
Because I was so close to ending it all, and I might try that again
But I don't want to do that, even if it is my last hope
Because God gave me this life, so I have to learn to cope
But I've hurt him real bad, and I hurt myself more
So how am I supposed to be good, and what am I here for?
It feels as if I'll never run out of tears
But that's fine because they physically represent my fears
And each time one runs down my cheek and out of my eyes
I know i just let go of one more fear, and one more cry
I wish I was strong enough to get through without crying
but I also wish I had him back, because without him I'm dying
But everyone knows to be careful what they wish for
Because they don't always come true, and if they do, they contain more
More than what you wished for, maybe more bad than good
Because God works in mysterious ways, and thinks about you more than you would
And more times than once He's helped me get through
and He's always been there, more than I can say for my "crew"
So maybe these situations are for the best
And maybe I'll come out stronger than the rest.
So maybe I should strengthen my hope
And be Strong, at least strong enough to cope
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Star Fairy
Junior Member
since 1999-08-11
Posts 39
cerritos, ca, usa
1 posted 1999-08-31 09:01 PM


anybody??
Maitay
Member
since 1999-07-16
Posts 158
Sisters,OR,USA
2 posted 1999-09-01 12:08 PM


THat was so true about what so many of us go through all the time. I hope you ARE able to cope. Life can be so hard sometimes, and many times I have comeclose to ending my pain. Keep writing, you are truly gifted.....

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~depression is not a sickness of the body or mind, but of the heart. When the heart feels alone and afraid~
Maitay Mirabel Litton


AngelFromHell15_99
New Member
since 1999-09-01
Posts 3
Newport, ME. USA
3 posted 1999-09-01 08:21 PM


I see what you mean, Thankyou

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Heather L. Melanson

Angel
Senior Member
since 1999-07-02
Posts 551
Pennsylvania
4 posted 1999-09-01 11:40 PM


This poem described the last few years of my life it so well it is actually scary. Although it is good to know that someone has the same feelings as I once had. It's always good to know your not alone. I have gotten through that now, with lots of help and I hope you will too. It is a great poem with lots of meaning. Keep up the good work .

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People who throw kisses are hopelessly lazy.
-Bob Hope


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